So after the funeral I stayed at the grave for several hours and thought about my own life. In the last months several things have changed in it and for Buddha's sake, I've gone through hell itself. First of all I had another cancer operation on my stomach and then I cancelled my job. But like the fate itself had watched me I had luck and found a new job near my homeplace and I met some very nice new friends.

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Every living beeing grows. There is no life
without growth, growth means change and
change means growth.

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When my thoughts turned back to the grave in front of me, I decided to go forward in my life and try my best.